FEDUP

Till now I really cant accept that YGE kicked out Taehyun .. He did so well to prove himself he went through so many difficulties and make his dream to sing come true and won the reality show but nothing bring him to go far due to our "beloved" sajangnim favor IKON so much . What did taehyun did wrong that let you treat him like that?!?!?!?!? He had burn his midnight oil to compose most of WINNER'S HITS SONGS what did you want more?!!?!?!??!?! I really fed up with YG.. DON'T DARE TO USE TAEHYUN'S SONGS WHICH COMPOSED USING HIS PASSIONATE AND BLOOD OF MUSIC AS WINNER SONG ANYMORE SINCE YOU DIDN’T TREAT HIM AS GOLD BUT WE DID !!!!

小幸运?

Am I that 小幸运?

Yeah... 

Everyone seem that I'm that 小幸运 who having everything that I want from my parents if they can afford it ....

But, you all doesn't know that it's only happen when they are in good mood ..

When they are in bad mood and I starting to play with them , I will in danger situation where if they doesn't like it they will scold and I started to argue with high peak sound and HERE they war start!! They will say that I'm rude to them and once they get angry they started to beat me (head , face , leg and ect ) With a high force applied on their hand... 

So , am I that lucky one ? 

So an idiom always say that don't judge its book by its cover..

You though that I'm living in a peace family but that's only when they are in mood.. 

I know that everyone having their own family problems and pretend to be fine in front of others 

But just stay clam for your own good .. 

I just want to let everything GO!!!

Hmmmmm.....
Its about few weeks I didn't to that and just now only I do it... I don't know why am I doin it even it already pass... Before that,I don't even do that ..And I've no idea on it....
why is this very hard for me to put it down!?!? I really wanna put it aside and don't even think it... As people said is very difficult for you to forget the first .Haixxxx... STOP thinking ~~ He is not a guy that I need to cherish.....what I can say is a girl must find a guy that love u more than u love him..... I don't know that how much you love me before but what I can say I really didn't expected that I have put alot on it... I really hope time can pass it....

can I just cry out??

I tot I will not open this bloggar and write something... But seem I'm wrong
Its already many years I have not write my diary.... 
Once I came back from National Services Camp many things happen in my life..
The things just happen all the way.. I admit sometimes I cant control my emotinal and I knew my friends know it as well.............
Before goin there I already warn myself not to couple with someone else...
But I break the warn..
And we couple just for 9 Day and we ended up...
When a guy wanna chase you , he will promise u every single things ..
I know that you know you're wrong but u doesn't wanna admit it and you are the wan who say break up ..so I respect ur decision I have nothing to say it...
After this incident I actually cried and no ones know it , my mood down..................
The next things happen again, FRIENDS?? what mean friends I really don't really get it ...
FINE..... since so many years I have no friends beside me.. I'm OK ...
After that, family problem come in... woots such a nice experience ...
hahahhahahahhahhaha... I don't really know what am I writing I just need a place to release my stress ... thats all... lastly, I really Love you eventhough I know you are playboy,bad-temper.... I can't forget you actually but I pretend nothing.. So , the last question I wanna ask you, Do You Love Me?? 

Whats?!?!?!?

Whats??

Motivate???

Suck la what pengetua cemerlang???

Shit you la..

I get straight A is my own business la ..

WHy must me go motivate them???

What  a really lame reason!!!

New students can in but your own school students doesn't want to give!!

What kind off the pengetua cemerlang is this!!!

Go sleep la...

The teacher also gif mii in tat class already but You go and stop it!!!

FUCK..

Just become your pig stay at the air-cond room and sleep la...

Just mind your own business la .

What the hell you go and mind the others business!!!

Don't take all the excelent students and play la 'Pengetua Cemerlang'

I really  upset of these schoole and 'Pengetua Cemerlang'

FUCK LA!!!!!!

=(

Why parents are the right one while children are always the wrong!!

Why ~~~~~

I'm really fed up og these!!!!
Parents make fun of us can but we cannot make fun of parents!!!

Where got this such things!!

Really fuck!!!
Hate this..

What we do are wrong and what parents done is always the right one!!

When parents say one I cannot say two ~~

If not I will be said rude to parents!!

What is this!!!

Is that the older the people , the most right  what they saud or do....

Why the world is unfair!!!!!!!!!!

What they said I must do well 

If not I will die~!~!

I really can't beh tahan already~~

I wish I would leave this home!!!!!!!!!!

=)

PMR Result~

Lastly got 7A ~~

I'm shock of that when teacher called my name!!

I just like OMG it's real??

That was the happy day...

It Change my life..............

Haix....

It really change my life at all!!!

I'm shock when I saw it =[

It is my class for next year form 4

I in  science2 ...

Because my maths got a D ...

Because of that I in the second class!!!!!

HATE it so much!!

Nomatter how I had try and put alot of effort on it , it will still the same..

I had do somany exercise on it until midnight before trial coming ..

But it still the same with what I have not doin all this ...

It really break My HERAT...

So I will put alot of effort for entering science1....

I really beh tahan with someone that lie  and imitate in the trial exam..

They in the first class without reading but is imitate!!!!

Because of tat I in the second class!!!!!
Really F.U.C.K.!!!!!

Now I just wish my PMR will grt 7A ..

I really hope it so much...

So I can in back the first class..

BBless miii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If also cannot in back , I will put alot of effort in it to sucess!!!!

I  wont lose in my L.I.F.E.