I just want to let everything GO!!!

Hmmmmm.....
Its about few weeks I didn't to that and just now only I do it... I don't know why am I doin it even it already pass... Before that,I don't even do that ..And I've no idea on it....
why is this very hard for me to put it down!?!? I really wanna put it aside and don't even think it... As people said is very difficult for you to forget the first .Haixxxx... STOP thinking ~~ He is not a guy that I need to cherish.....what I can say is a girl must find a guy that love u more than u love him..... I don't know that how much you love me before but what I can say I really didn't expected that I have put alot on it... I really hope time can pass it....