Feel confuse now ~.~

Thanks for eu to console mii until midniqht..
I feel little happy now ..
Thanks eu a lot ... ^^
Love eu always ... muacks ..


But every will be ok riqht now ...
Plz if eu lik de qal jz qo on dun botter anythinq ...
I know eu had fiind euur love so jz qo on bah~
I will bless and hope she accept eu ...


I'm confusinq ..
Becoz of eu (qal).. 
I dunno wad I scare now ..
Tiz poem is some of my feelinq..

This is how I feel as I lie here today,

Why do I feel it?

So many reasons inside.

I’m lonely because I’m lost,

Lost because I’m confused,

Confused because I’m scared,

Scared because I’m hurting,

Hurting because I’m fearful,

Fearful because of the pain.

But why the pain?

Is it because I love too much?

Or is it caused by trust?

I will never know the answer

As this tear washes it away

I'm confusinq becoz of eu now..

I will let eu qo by dun think-inq each other now..

And plz let mii qo ..

We  can be bro and sis althrouqht eu love she (kai jie)

i will not..... when I was study..

And tiz make mii sucess in my dream..

So plz dun confuse mii mind now !!!

I tell myself not to dam sum of tiz thinq but dam sum my study bah...

And tiz thinq mixed up with world ..

I dunno my think-inq is wronq or correct..

But here a sum of my feel bah ..

Coz I'm confusinq tiz whole year..

What is the meaning of life in this mixed up world?

Full of hopes and dreams, but how many come true.

All I want is happiness, is this just too much to ask?

So many emotions and feelings that run through my veins.

The feelings of emptiness, I often express

Within myself, I often regret.

But what happened to the love, happiness and peace

So many should share?

I search high and low; too try find my fair share,

But how often do I succeed?

Lets just say it’s rare.

So off on my journey I go again,

To search for what I deserve and not what I despair.

If my think-inq is wronq ..

Hope eu won anqry of mii ..

I apoloqize to eu now ...

I'm not sayinq eu ..

If eu think tat person is eu .

I had nothinq to say jz can say eu perasan ....